Stressed heart

I am tired of having to feel that I am not good enough. I am tired of feeling that I am not worth it. I am tired of having a man validate me. I am tired of arguing with him about what I expected in the relationship. I am tired of lying in bed and not feeling the relationship anymore. I am tired of only having sex to prove that I was in love. I am tired of not being satisfied mentally. I am tired of wishing I had better. I am tired of not being happy. I am tired of feeling drained . I am tired of being angry all the time . I am tired that the man I liked didn’t give me back the same love . I am tired of not being a boss bitch . I am tired of expecting less . I am tired of my birthday being forgotten . I am tired of not leaving when I say I would . I am tired of not sticking to my words .

If only this girl that wrote this knew that her life got better four years after. She is now that woman who can laugh-worthy, strong, and happy that she never needed a man to prove she was worth it. Thank you, God. God helped me through all of these doubts. I was tired of it all cause God knew I deserved better.